I have a bad feeling...

...about tomorrow's weigh in.

Let's quickly run through the list of reasons why.

1. I went food shopping last week and bought basically 4 different types of bread and chicken.
2. I fried the chicken.
3. I ate all three (rather thick) pieces of chicken in two days.
4. I went to the gym twice since last week's weigh in.
5. I stayed less than an hour each time.
6. I cooked the second pack of chicken breasts today.
7. I fried it.
8. I ate it for dinner 10 minutes ago.
9. Yesterday I cooked two pounds of bow tie pasta with a wine and cheese sauce.
--Healthy decision #1: I put frozen peas in the dish.
10. I ate the dish when I made it, last night at work and when I got home for lunch.
11. I still have a pound left.
12. I feel disgusting.
13. When I weighed myself a few days ago, I was already back up to my original weight.
14. I've only gained weight since then.
15. Reason why next week's weigh in isn't going to go so well either -- I'm visiting Virginia this weekend. That means -- No gym. No healthy food. TV. Video games. Beer.

I'd love to sit here and bore you with all the ridiculous decisions I've made this week in terms of my diet, but my fingers would start hurting. I'm ACTUALLY concerned for myself. I have the self dicipline to make it to the gym, I do. But there is no way I can stop eating the foods I love. A colleague of mine tells me to eat salad and healthy cereal alone. Cereal I can do. Salad I do all the time (my mom is a health nut). But ONLY cereal and salad? NO! I think if I continue to eat the way I do..I'll just have to go the gym 7 days a week (yeah -- like that will happen). At least I'm not alone.

Chris lost a whopping 1.8 lbs last week, and Jess...well Jess gained weight.

That puts me in the lead! I lost a total of 2.2 lbs last week. :) Like I said...I'm having a bad feeling about tomorrow.

I got a feelin' ... woooo hooooo ... that I gained all my weight back this week! that I gained all my weight back this week! that I gained all my weight back this weeeeek. Tonight's the night. I fudged up. I got my chicken. Let's fry it up! I'm really lazy. Like oh my god. Get on that sofa. Nev-er get, UP!*

By the way...READ THIS ARTICLE! Headline: Floor collapses at Weight Watchers meeting


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Lyrics*: My pathetic attempt at humor. Yet -- exactly how I feel.